I am pissed.
I am irritated.
I am hurted.
I am disappointed.

I am so losing my head, my calmness, my faith in you. Something is so wrong that I wanna juz cry out loud. But I am so afraid of the world I juz can't do all that I would like. Why do you seem so fake. I dun like what I see. I dun like what you do. Can someone juz treat me truthfully with actions and words from his heart but not his mind?

I seek perfection. But so often I am disappointed. Maybe I am just asking for it since I know deep in my heart perfection is not possible in this world.